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Sunday, March 13, 2011

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Lost

I have never left this page so long, so empty, so lost. Life gets a hold of you and tosses you in a direction outside of anything you thought possible or ever imagined for yourself. I have been thrown out of my loop, and I find myself a little lost. For 8 years my energies revolved around a love, and now I have to redefine that love. I have to grow, and learn to live in a very different reality. I've laughed about it, cried for hours on end, screamed and yelled and thrown things. I still don't know how to feel about it... So that's where I stand. Lost.

When my personal life is a mess, such as it is, my art suffers too. I haven't painted since December. This month I need to catch up, there's so much spinning around in my head. I need to get it out onto a canvas. I will also get to work posting some long overdue photos and sketches. Hold true my lovely readers, the good stuff is coming. 

Much Love, 
Erin 

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Late Night Conversations with Myself.

It's 1:47am and I'm still awake. This insomnia pattern is familiar to me, it may go on for 3 or 4 nights and then I crash back into a normal sleep routine. A night owl at heart, I do my best thinking in the late late hours of the night, or the early hours of the morning. I started my new sketchbook today. It was a beautiful thing, like cracking the spine of a brand new library book that no one else has touched. I wrote the start date in the front cover and began scribbling song lyrics and drawing my hand. Lovely. Now I'm relaxed, laying in bed, searching youtube for new and interesting songs. There is only one drawback to this insomnia, aside from the shortage of sleep, no one else is awake. Everyone has gone to bed. When my mind is a twirl a good conversation becomes a craving. I will have to settle for good music and a comfortable pillow. Sleep will come soon enough.
Until then sweet dreams to you.

Much Love,
Erin